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the song is
i will come to you - hansons
it sounds abit sucky tho
cos i converted it and blahs.
when you have no light to guide you
and no one to walk beside you
i will come to you
oh i will come to you
when the night is dark and stormy
you won't have to reach out for me
i will come to you
oh i will come to you
sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days
and you don't know how or why
but you've lost your lost your way
have no fear when your tears are falling'
i will hear your spirit callin'
and i swear i'll be there come what may
'cause even if we can't be together
we'll be friends now and forever
and i swear i'll be there
come what may
we all need somebody we can turn to
someone who will always understand
so if you feel that your soul is dyin'
and you need the strength to keep on tryin'
i'll reach out and take your hand
the wind is pretty mighty
my curtain's blowing all about.
and its cold too.
come to me, my hot cup of cereal!
good morning!
i mean, its half an hour before 5am
ohdear
my dad is gg to be awake soon.
ohwell.
not much company at this time
such an ungodly hour to be up
but then again
i'm wierd.
should pop sleeping pills or smth.
going to wake up around 3pm again.
wellwell
its still raining.
-sighs-
now i've taken to giving weather reports at 430am.
my mum brought me out shopping today!
;D
she woke me up with an sms at -yawns- 2 or 3 pm.
wanted to look at handbags
so i tagged along
in the end we bought almost everything
except handbags
wahahahah.
;p
she bought me the harrypotter book
its been out since july yeah?
i'm slow.
went to eat at nydc.
woooooooooooh.
the baked rice is nice.
very nice.
;D
yay
got new shoes and shirts
thanks mum
;DDDD
and this weekend she's gna pull my dad to buy her a handbag
;p
the christmas lights and decorations are really pretty.
i love the dangling lights frm the trees and all.
prettypretty.
its raining outside
nothing nicer than a hot cup of cereal
super brand
very nice
veryvery nice
:)
i'm not afraid
of anything in this world
there's nothing you can throw at me
that i havent already heard
i'm just trying to find
a decent melody
a song that i can sing
in my own company
i never thought you were a fool
but darling look at you
you've gotta stand up straight
carry your own weight
these tears are going nowhere baby
you've got to
get yourself together
you got stuck in a moment
and now you can't get out of it
don't say that
later will be better
now you're stuck in a moment
and you can't get out of it
i will not foraske
the colours that you bring
the nights you filled with fireworks
they left you with nothing
i'm still enchanted
by the light that you brought to me
i listen through your ears
through your eyes I can see
you are such a fool
to worry like you do
i know it's tough
and you can never get enough
of what you don't really need now
my oh my
you've got to
get yourself together
you got stuck in a moment
and now you can't get out of it
oh love, look at you now
you've got yourself stuck in a moment
and you can't get out of it
i was unconscious
half asleep
the water is warm
'til you discover how deep
i wasn't jumping
for me it was a fall
it's a long way down
to nothing at all
and if the night runs over
and if the day won't last
and if your way should falter
along this stony pass
it's just a moment
this time will pass
i know
i should not be feeling like this
i should not be doing this
am i wrong?
it is precisely that
which got me into the worse night of my life
i cant even stand talking about doing it
i know i should not be feeling like this
i know i should not be doing it
am i wrong?
i got so affected.
why?
it is painful.
i realized, i really do have no true friends.
even after four years.
maybe i am unfriendly.
maybe its all my fault.
maybe?
i guess it IS.
fortunately the chapter's finished.
someday i'll look back on these years of my life
and realize there's nothing in them except bad things.
i dont know
can i really act as though nothing happened?
selective acknowledgement.
so maybe i've been wearing a mask the past weeks.
do you blame me?
if i take off that mask,
what will happen?
i'm only trying to protect myself.
do you blame me?
i always thought i could trust the closest people next to me
i mean, that's what they're there for aren't they?
complete trust.
wholly trusted.
trust is such a translucent word.
i shall erase that word.
i'm feeling as down as ever.
and if youre thinking of jumping into conclusions,
please jump into a lake instead.
i thought about the purpose of life
(which sounds veryvery chim-ded)
why do we study
why do we want money
wht will the things we buy with money do
in the end
we're just living.
poorly, richly, vainly, hardworkingly, slackingly
we will all just sail through it
only the hardworking/rich etc ones will have an easier time.
buddha's answer for this question..
left me wondering much more.
i shall never gain enlightenment i guess
there's only such thin threads holding me back.
once these threads break
which i desperately hope they wont
i'll be gone.
and now
so many breaking all at once.
threads from my heart.
painfully snapping.
but i guess i wont commit suicide
i hate blood.
eww.
but i guess there are other ways
which will not involve blood.
i'm feeling like i did about two years ago.
but back then
there were so many more threads connected.
spirit of enterprise, day two?? -.-
i guess none of the bands played really well
maybe it was due to some acoustics or somewht.
the bass was really way heavy.
went to catch zathura w. cheryl lizzie and kelvin
its a nice show
nicenicenicenice
the little boy is freaking cute
btu it was
scary!!
so like a horror show
the sister is pretty tho (:
the movie was partially ruined by this couple in front of us
who were freaking stupid and inconsiderate
the girlfriend was like, bobbing her head side to side like as tho she took party drugs or wht
den i had to keep shifting otherwise all i saw of the movie would be her big inflated head.
the guy
coulnd't differentiate where vibrations orignated.
he was like "can you stop kicking the chair?" to cheryl
well, earth to Mr. Guy in Seat L8 in Bishan Junction Eight Golden Village Cinema Four on 27 November 2005 at 1845.
the guy next to you was probably learning from your girlfriend in Seat L9 in Bishan Junction Eight Golden Village Cinema Four on 27 Novemebr 2005 at 1845.
go die and burn in hell for eternity you ass.
if i had popcorn you would DIE.
coming home
i walked out of the mrt station to wait for my dad to pick me up at the taxi stand there.
there were a coupla pple queueing at the taxistand alr
and then i saw this girl (teenager who looks like a tries-too-hard-but-can't-make-it) and her mum (who was middleaged and quite okay actually).
the girl had her mum's elbow in her hand, and was pulling her mum towards the bus stop.
.
.
.
to flag for a taxi.
hello??
thts like freaking inconsiderate can?
not only you wanna jump the freaking queue,
you wna flag a taxi right in front of a freaking bus stop?!
then a taxi with a green thingy on top came.
the girl was like flagging and flagging.
the taxi slowed and the girl walked nearer, leading her mum
and the taxi zoomed past her and to the taxi stand.
HAH!
SERVES YOU FREAKING RIGHT.
justice certainly is sweet.
and at tht moment my dad pulled up
(:
spirit of enterprise
went to support tweeeee
who was performin and (for some) selling stuffos.
hey, the band rocks (:
alot of lollipops for sale
haha
henry was sweet!
;DDDD
went arnd w jon and aldwyn awhile
den went home
going back there tmr -.-
falling sick soon i guess.
better takkaire.
ytd
sajc tune-in
a lot of dyed hair
haha
some were cool
some were.
notsocool.
ohwell.
tiring but enjoyable
burnt once, burn twice?
we all know where our loyalties lie.
roses have thorns, but rejoice cos thorns have roses too.
just some random lines.
realized that i'm not as alone as i think
and pple who were always around me
are really there for me.
thanks, zoe.
really missed my juniors.
and elaine's in taiwan?!
she'd better bring back some fish or smth.
watched harry potter
ITS A FREAKING LONGLONGLONG SHOW
yeah
and alot of cutoffs.
but still
it was a longlonglonglong book
the romance between ron and hermione was very bittersweet tho
felt like crying.
can i work at nuh?
bwahaha.
i hate to ask for money.
i'm just crying and crying in front of the comp
suddenly very touched
and thinking about grad nite..
suddenly feel so overwhelmed
went to school today
i think it was really an unimportant event for those who diemustgo poly kids
so yeah
kelvin had a bad fall or smth
arm kena cut so scary
i hate cuts and blood and all tht jazz
den went home put dwn bag and fly to tampines mall
w jess ling. met tze woon
yeah
bought hair dye (jess and ling)
and earrings (me)
came home, w jess
played playstation
later all of them came my hse to doll up ;p
kenneth came too
his grad nite was tonight too
looked as cool and neat as usual
shaui-dai le.
well, was in a bit of a rush
den realized we could have gone much later -.-
grad night
everybody looking so nice and fine and glam
had a fun time looking at pple's hair especially -.-
recent reunion with a primary school friend
he's sucha sweet person
and i hope
she will accept him
=)
ohyes as i was saying
some guys wearing tux
so damn cute
and neat
and smart
and sooooo
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nice lah.
which reminds me
sky high
the WARREN PEACE
is so swoonable.
ohmygosh
he's like soooooo cute
like takeshi kineshiro
especially when he ties up his hair
*swoons*
haha
it was a
nice event?
our waiter was
bwahahahahahaha
sucha cutie
sec one boy
roundround one
ahahahha
we thot he was chinese
kept speaking to him in chinese
but he's malay
took pictures with him
den when he served the food
we (especially ling) wld like
"HELLO!!"
haha
adam was temperory waiter ;p
voted reza for mr temasek
cos he so rocks ;x
felt tht ms temasek was abit..
undeserved?
my personal vote was shuyu..
she's been the nicest person to me
the friendliest
most hardworking
and nice..
she's gna be so successful in life, confirm.
took photos,
kelvin and his LONG FULL LENGTH coat
which reminds me some badguy in spiderman
;x
and with four i
there were like so many cameras
our jaws had cramps or smth
haha.
took a photo with ELAINE!
my darling fish
haha
oh ya.
the hall was veryvery nice
the councillors (mainly i guess) did a great job
now i know why the councillors are like, the most given credit for
i alwaex thot it was a little unfair
and it just goes to show tht i dont know wht goes on behind the scenes.
i love fourintegrity
and alot of pple may forget
but i love 2e5 too
ohwell
i always knew there were special pple in my life
and suddenly i am so overwhelmed by just HOW special they are
and i am
going to cry again
-.-
i must have been some energizer bunny or somewhat in my previous life.
havent slept for the past.. 36 hours or so.
class chalet @ aloha loyang
darn why must aloha loyang be sososososo deep down inside?
walking to and from cheers is like
WOAH.
but we still did it like 3 times -.-
anyway
ms yati was so nice as to book a pool terrace one
so right in front of OUR chalet were three jacuzzis!!!
so cool man
in the middle of the coolcool night we were all sitting in the warmwarm jacuzzi
so fun :)
yeah
mass hair-dying session through the night
as a result (or so i heard)
the rooms smelt of hairdye
and also all the rooms were occupied to the MAX
so we went to sleep on the deckchairs beside the pool
that is, they slept and i was floating leaves into the pool
insomnia just caught up with me even during the chalet.
anyway it was a really coolcool night
very nice
we played sparklers!!
loud fizzing ones so munkay cut off the "sound" part.
altho it was quite loud in the beginning, its just shutted-up in a few moments
i love sparklers!!
*_* <- sparkle
barbequed food too (duh)
mr lim boon ping and mrs chao came
without their families tho, so sad
but we saw a neocard of mr lim and his wife!!
so sweeet ehehehhehe
cooked maggiemee at around 3 am too
so luomantica.
haha
wanted to watch dvds but the xbox (or cables or connections??) smth wrong
so we watcehd tv instead
watched project runway
and later on, scare tactics
scare tactics is sucha cool show!!!
its like punk'ed and gotcha,
but the victim involved is SCARED.
as in, scared by the accomplices and actors.
hahaha damn hilarious
today
rushed out of the chalet in the morning
went to meet tttt (majority anyway)
so long didnt go out w. adam karl and christopher
( altho we never DID go out w,. christopher o.O!! what am i saying?)
yeah they're so fun :)
watcehd SKY HIGH!
i have become a FAN OF SKY HIGH!!
WHOOOO!!
its like, one of the nicest show
the main reasons probably being because there is alotta eye candy
like the FIRE guy!!! (warren peace)
and there's the guinea pig!!
its damn cute lah
then the jetstream (or smth) also very chio one.
ohyes
i really admire the villianess
its the first show which i prolly like the villianess
she's a really good actor, as in, REALLY.
veh nice.
yeahh..
i wanna watch again.
den went tampines meet kelvin sy and cheryl
went to makan
and buy more hair dye
'tis the season..
yeah
so..
tmr's grad nite!
looking forward to seeing fishie~~
*glubglub*
waahhahahahaha
i feel useless and stupid.
urgh.
:(
once again its almost midnite
most pple are awake, but tht's another matter
i told my mum i can't slp
she "prescribed" sleeping pills
look, sleeping pills are okay know
but THESE sleeping pills are the ones
MIKO was prescribed by his "doctor"
miko = dog
miko's doc = VETERINARIAN!!
like, -.-
tmr class chalet!
so sad tht its been cut dwn to 1.5 days
but anyway
tuesday gg out w tttt
my most favourite pple in the world
(outside of yokechong)
yep
prolly gna watch sky high
i like tht show :)
went to tamp. today
my mum is so nice
bought me lots of things :)
got my hair spray!
;D
i guess i'll try to sleep.
its sucha nice time
3:33.
am.
morning.
zaoshang.
ive had insomnia since about a week ago
can't sleep.
help.
o-level is over.
i flunked history big time.
totally.
SEQ down the drain
darn.
does this tht o level is not a true reflection of things like humanities?
my prelim history still not bad one lo.
and now ..
nah maybe its just MOI.
insomnia.
lalalalala
if uve stumbled across this
please check back in a week or so
WHEN I'LL HAVE EVERYTHING ALL DONE
after the big o levels are over and done with.
considering there's only one day left.
;DD